Sweet Samuel, I know you will be playing with all our Angels and lighting up our skies with your celebrations.  Please send small signs of your love, peace and strength to your precious family, who miss you so. Love Never Dies.

Love and Blessings Denise mum to James and Daniel. http://james-kneale.memory-of.com xxx

BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN

I HEARD YOU CRYING YESTERDAY
AND FELT YOUR HEART SENT LOVE
SO I'M SENDING YOU THIS MESSAGE
FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE

YOU'RE WONDERING IF I'LL CELEBRATE
MY BIRTHDAY WAY UP HERE
I KNOW YOU'LL BE MISSING ME
I FEEL YOUR ESSENCE NEAR

GOD PLANNED A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME
HE TOLD ME WITH A WINK
HE ORDERED ME A SPECIAL CAKE
IT'S ANGEL FOOD I THINK

I'M GETTING LOTS OF HUGS FROM GOD
HE'S REALLY GOOD AT THAT
AND EVERY TIME I WALK BY
HE GIVES MY HEAD A PAT

BALLOONS WILL FILL THE STREETS FOR ME
THEY FLOAT UP THRU THE CLOUDS
AND WE HAVE LOTS OF CLOWNS UP HERE
THEY MAKE US LAUGH OUT LOUD

THERE IS A BIRTHDAY CAROUSEL
JEWELED HORSES RIDE THE WIND
WITH MUSIC PLAYING OH SO SWEET...
THE MAGIC NEVER ENDS

I'VE MADE SO MANY FRIENDS UP HERE
WE LAUGH AND PLAY AND SING
WE RIDE OUR BIKES AND PLAY JUMP ROPE
AND WE SLEEP IN ANGELS WINGS

I'LL HAVE MY CAKE AND ICE CREAM
AND OPEN MY GIFTS WITH SURPRISE
BUT WE DON'T BLOW OUT CANDLES HERE
INSTEAD WE LIGHT THE SKIES

Happy 5th Birthday Sweetiepie, wishing so so much that you were here with us today to celebrate your Birthday. We could have had the biggest bestest chocolate cake ever - no need to slice it, just give us a couple of spoons. Mummy could have got her chocolate fountain out - I'm sure I wouldn't be the only one drinking it thru a straw, would I???

Alice is going to wear her 'angel' top today to remind her of you as you are her angel. She's such a nutter - but you know that. I still wonder what mischief you two would get up to now - nothing and no-one would be safe..... but all you two cheeky monkeys would have to do is smile and we'd forgive you anything!

I'm sorry I can't post lovely pictures like all these clever people can.... maybe one day I'll learn! Until then imagine a picture of a HUGE chocolate cake here.......

I'd better stop rambling now..... hope you have a lovely party with all your angels friends. Give Great Gran a big hug from me, tell her I love her and miss her too.

Love and miss you always and forever my Darling. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Along Grief’s Journey
by Ferna Lary

I hear little children laughing
and the sound brings my soul such pain.
Yet I know in my heart that life goes on
and I must learn to live again.

Some days I stay so busy
I don’t even realize you’re gone.
Then there are all of those other days when
I feel like I can’t go on.

Sometimes I think I dreamed you…
that you never existed for real.
You’ve been gone so long and I’m just not strong
for my life has become surreal.

They tell me it’s time to let go
and build a new life without you.
But the builder is weak and I can’t even speak
and I don’t know what else to do.

How long will this pain last, Lord?
How many tears have I already cried?
It seems like forever since my world fell apart
when my loved one died.